Mooribound thoughts in grey sliced by a jagged indigo wind!
Shatter across the frozen tundra of the mind…
Then conclude at the dead end of human wisdom.
Gray truth of depression speaking again!
Hopeless dry snow! Cold powdered emotion!
Stinging the eyes and faces of all daring to come near,
Offering the salve of cheerful words that burn!
Here to remain in shadowed dark retreat…
The deepest forgotten cave of a tortured brain;
Silently licking these old wounds opened again;
Protecting new gashes now, both festering as one…
Gangrene of the soul threatening amputation!
Complete severing from God and life. Woefully lie,
Safe in the embrace of isolation. “Lover hold me close!”
No one can hurt me here! Hints of safety and relief in nonexistence…
Death’s soft whisper seduces awful grey to flow into a sultry ebony dream…
Black delusion! Dead coal to burn red-hot!
Ignited as latent anger explodes! Life’s final stand!
Mollified in the righteous anger of God! Oh ancient lake, Gehenna!
Garbage dump zealous to consume,
Vain creators and their works born of carnal purposeless lives.
Faith lying dead in heaps are the broken dreams of mortal pride,
The very cutting shards of this biting indigo wind!
Wind fanning the flames that never die!
Outside the City Gate…
Where regretful lost souls gnash their teeth and cry!